Friday, October 9, 2009

17

Wow. So this is what being 17 feels like?

Today was my birthday. Well, technically yesterday, since it's past midnight. But oh well. It's still my birthday because I haven't gone to bed yet. And my birthday was absolutely amazing. I rode with John to school, got out early, and went to Kellie's house after school. We spent pretty much the whole afternoon trying to find a way for her to get off work so she could come to my birthday dinner at Olive Garden. It seemed pretty hopeless until she finally decided to just call in instead of trying to get somebody to switch with her. So she got to come after all. Granted, she and Joe were late getting to the restaurant, but at least they made it. Ask anybody that was there - I was so worried about them not coming.

Anna was there tonight. It didn't feel right though. She wrote me this long note that she put inside my birthday card about how we've "been through so much together" and how we've "had good times and bad times" and how I'm "the best friend she could ever ask for" and how I'm "just like a sister to her", but it didn't feel right. She wasn't herself. Well, who am I kidding - she hasn't been herself since she started dating that psychotic asshole she calls her boyfriend. She used to be my best friend. I could tell her anything. But not anymore. Kellie is my best friend now. And my friendship with her is different than the friendship I had with Anna. Somehow, Kellie and I are closer than Anna and I could've ever been. Kellie and I are so much alike, too. I think it's perfect that she and I are friends.

And John - wow. Where on this earth would I be without him? He was with me all day today - not much different from any other day, I know. But he made my birthday extra special. When I was opening my gifts tonight, I decided to open his last, and I'm glad I did. He got me a teddy bear from Build-A-Bear. It's a doctor bear, and his name is Tommy. It's the most adorable teddy bear ever. He has a scrubs outfit (complete with a surgical hat and face mask), and he's holding an x-ray with a heart on it. And the best part - press the button in his paw and it's a recorded message from John that says, "I love you, baby. Happy birthday." When I opened the package and saw the bear, I got a lump in my throat. But when I heard the message it played, I almost burst into tears. That was the sweetest thing he could've done for me. I felt silly for getting excited over a teddy bear on my 17th birthday, but it was too perfect. He really surprised me with it. It was awesome. He makes me so happy, and I'm just absolutely blessed to have him as my boyfriend.

My parents got me a new Vera Bradley purse and matching wallet, a Dexter shirt (which is awesome), and a couple gift cards (Hot Topic and Starbucks). I got a cake, money, a laptop tray, a sheet set, more cake, and like a thousand birthday wishes on Facebook. Oh, and text messages. Between Facebook and all my text messages, I had 40 people wish me a happy birthday.

Oh! And after dinner tonight, Kellie and Joe went with me and John to my Bilo. Randy, Terrance, and Alisha gave me a birthday hug, and everybody else wished me a happy birthday. We stayed in my Bilo for a little bit, and then we went to Walmart. That was fun. We were there a long time. And after that, we went across the road to Waffle House for a drink - and a waffle, actually - and the waiter guy gave me a Waffle House hat and had the whole staff sing "Happy Birthday" to me. It was great.

So, all in all, this has been the best birthday I've had so far. Even turning "sweet sixteen" wasn't this good. I just feel so lucky to be surrounded by all my favorite people. And to know that all my friends took the time to even wish me a happy birthday - that's such a wonderful feeling. I feel loved. I can only hope that this is a sign of things to come in the next year. I can't imagine being any happier than I am right now. All thanks to my amazing family and friends - and boyfriend. (Yes, he's in a category all by himself haha).

Anyway, I'm going to call it a night now. I'm definitely sleeping in tomorrow and eating a light lunch. John and I are going out tomorrow night. He's taking me on a "date" for my birthday - just me and him this time. It should be fun. We're going downtown for Fall For Greenville, then he's taking me to Red Lobster for dinner. I'm excited. It should be fun. But until then, I'm going to get some much-needed rest. It's been a long, wonderful, exciting day, and I'm tired.

But here's to being 17. I can only hope that the next 364 days are as wonderful and perfect as this one was.

Goodnight.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I lost my mojo.

Wow, today was great. School went by so fast today - and it wasn't miserable. Sure, I made a bad grade on my anatomy test, but I'm not letting it get to me. This morning after anatomy I went to Waffle House with John. It was so cozy in there - well, at first. After a while it got cold like always haha. But it was so nice to be sitting there having a conversation with him. We talked about Christmas and stuff. It felt right at the time. And now I'm just looking forward to the holidays even more. Anyway, after Waffle House, we went to WalMart and back to school for math. And believe it or not, it wasn't completely unbearable today. Then again, I was doing my medical terminology homework the whole time.

After school, I took John home. I think it was probably one of the best times we've been together. One of. I won't go into all the details, but I felt really close to him today. And it was very unexpected. He's been damn near perfect lately. No, he has been perfect lately, and for the life of me I can't figure out why. I certainly don't deserve it. But he's been saying all the right things and doing the right things and making me feel so special. Maybe it's just the fall weather, I dunno. But I'm not complaining. Certainly not after today. Or tonight.

After I left his house, I went home to do some laundry. Then around 5:30 I went back to John's house to pick him up so we could go to his little cousin's 12th birthday party at Outback. It was really fun. I definitely enjoyed being around that part of John's family. His aunt and uncle - Roxanne and Jeff - are pretty cool. They're my favorite members of his family, other than his grandparents. And Daniel - he's the coolest younger cousin ever. Daniel's other grandpa was really nice too. Anyway, the dinner was fun, and I'm glad I went.

We ended the night by going to Southern Weslyan with Kellie and Joe to watch The Bucket List. We missed the first part of the movie (thanks to Kellie spilling hot chocolate on herself haha), but it was still fun. And then we went to Walmart afterwards and goofed off for a few minutes. It was nice spending time with them though. I always have a good time with the two of them.

Anyway, I know I had a lot more to say, but I think I'm just going to stop writing and go to bed. John's already gone to bed - he didn't wait for me to finish typing this - and now I've lost my blog-posting mojo. I know was going to say something about how wonderful he is and how he was so sweet tonight and blah blah blah, but I'm not feelin' it right now. Seriously. Sorry. Oh well. Maybe next time.

Goodnight.