Vacation's over.

Man, it feels like I haven't posted a blog in forever. But I haven't posted since last Sunday, so I guess it has been a while.

Well, spring break turned out to be ok. John was over at my house a lot. And Wednesday night he and I went to Frankie's Fun Park with my best friend Kellie and her boyfriend Joe. It was really fun. I went back to work on Thursday night, and I worked every day over the weekend, including Easter Sunday (yesterday). John worked a lot too, so we were both pretty tired by the time the weekend was over. And yesterday evening, I went to his aunt and uncle's house to have dinner with them and John's parents and Naia, and John's little cousin Daniel. It wasn't awkward or anything, and I didn't feel as out-of-place as I thought I was going to. But John and I spent most of the time with Daniel, so it wasn't that bad. And after we left, we drove over to Naia's to visit with her for a little while before I had to be home. That was really nice. Well, at first, Naia was upset because of the whole ordeal with John's parents - he's "not allowed" to visit his own grandmother because he's "irresponsible" and all this other crap. And it's really upsetting Naia. She actually cried a little bit last night. But John and I made her feel better, I think. After a few minutes, she was back to herself. Unfortunately, we could only stay a few more minutes with her since I had a 10:00 curfew.

While we were over at Naia's, John and I ended up continuing our conversation about marriage that we started on AIM the other night. He seems to have it planned more than I do. We both have good ideas though. I just know we won't be making that sort of move any time soon. But it makes me feel good that he's thinking about it.

We've been dating just over 7 months now. Kinda hard to believe. It doesn't seem like it's been that long, though. But this past month has been really long. It's been good though. And I hate that spring break's over already. I really enjoyed being out of school and being able to spend more time with John. I feel bad about today though. He skipped school and came over and woke me up this morning, and then he ended up going back to sleep for over half an hour. We watched Will & Grace in my room, and then I decided to fix lunch. He didn't come in the kitchen with me though, so I was kinda lonely for the few minutes it took for the macaroni to cook. After that, I was just kinda blah and bored, and I also felt a little tired, so I just wanted to chill. Plus, I was bummed that I had to work tonight. And I just took that all out on him. I didn't mean to though. And I felt extremely guilty because we ended up not having time to watch the movie he brought over today. I just felt really bad. But he didn't seem to be mad about it or anything. I mean, he certainly didn't seem mad right before I left for work. But I still I want to make it up to him.

I guess I'm just realizing a lot right now. And one thing I'm realizing is the fact that I am one very lucky girl with one very awesome boyfriend. I know he says that he feels like there's no point in his life and he gets bummed out about work and he deals with a lot of shit from his parents and school, but he still manages to make me happy in every way possible. I'm just lucky to have him.

And right now he's having a sort of 'episode' on AIM, and it's quite hilarious, so I'm gonna go talk to him for a few more minutes before I straighten my hair and go to bed.

Goodnight.