Inside out.

Well, I figured I'd go ahead and post now, since I probably won't feel like it tonight. John's here. But he's in my room taking a nap right now, so I'm pretty bored. Yeah, that's sad when you're bored while your boyfriend's at your house. Oh well. I think he's getting a cold.

Work was pretty fun last night. It was me, Clara, Kenneth, and Randy. And Nick was the manager so I didn't have to deal with Marie. And Melissa got off at like, 8...so I didn't have to deal with her for very long either. Anyway, the four of us were all just goofing off the whole time. And Clara told me that I'm her new favorite cashier, because everybody else is so boring and "no fun". She said she thinks I have a cool personality, that I'm fun, and that I'm sweet. That made me feel pretty good. And she's only a few months older than I am, but she's totally mature. So we talked a lot while she was there, mainly about guys and prom and how old I am and how she doesn't like some of the people that work at Bi-Lo. And Kenneth kept giving me a hard time about John. It was funny though. The only bad part about last night was the fact that I didn't go on break until like 9:30, but that was ok because I was actually having fun, and when I came back from break, I only had an hour until time to go home.

Today's been...ok. I had to drive over to Tri-County Tech after first period this morning to turn in my "proof of US Citizenship". That was a pointless trip. After that, I stopped by the library to drop off some books, then went to Ingles to grab a couple boxes of macaroni for lunch, and then I went over to Tropical Tan. I bought a month's worth of visits, so I can be nice and tan for prom. I'm pretty excited. Plus, tanning is extremely relaxing, even though it only lasts like 20 minutes.

Anyway, John came over when he got out of school, and we had lunch. Then we went to Bi-Lo so I could buy him some Naked. And now - well, yeah. Now he's in my room taking a nap and I'm sitting here in the living room waiting for him to wake up. And the sad part is, he has to leave in like 15 minutes.

The alarm's going off.

(Thirty minutes later)...ok, John's gone now. He had to go home and feed the dog and get ready for work, and get ready to go to his aunt & uncle's house tonight, since he's staying there while his parents are gone. And honestly, I hate to say this, but I almost wish Terri and Naia would come back. Then, I could skip English tonight and hang out with Naia until John went on break. But she's not here, so I don't really have any options. I think I'm just going to tell Mr. Bailey that I need to leave early tonight, and I'll save skipping for a night after Naia comes home.

I'd really like to meet John on break though. It feels like we haven't seen each other a whole lot lately. I mean, Sunday didn't work out, so we only got to go to Christy's for a little while. I didn't see him at all yesterday. And today seemed really short. Except for the part where I still have to sit through like two hours of Mr. Bailey talking about plays. Maybe I'll just sneak my iPod in or something. Anyway, I won't get to see John tomorrow either, because I'm going to the Motley Crue concert at the Bi-Lo Center. It'll be awesome, I'm sure. But I wish he could come with me. I'm hoping Thursday will be a little better though.

He'll probably read this and think I'm just totally freaking out about not getting to see him. It's not that. I just enjoy spending time with him. He makes me laugh, and he doesn't bitch at me about stupid things I already know about - like work or my grades or cleaning my room or washing dishes. He just makes forget about all the bad stuff, and he makes me happy. So when I don't get to see him, it's like...like everything just slows to a crawl and becomes so...dull.

Anyway, I'm just going to go chill until time to go to English. I might post again tonight, but I doubt it. And I probably won't post tomorrow. Oh well. I'm out.