Running into the ground.

Ok, why is everything so overwhelming all of a sudden?

I went to the library afterschool today with Kayla. It was extremely unproductive. All of the computers were taken the whole hour and a half we were there, so neither one of us got to work on our brochures. The only good part about the whole thing was getting my book sources. But they didn't really help me with the layout of my brochure because I'm using my online sources for the majority of the information in my brochure. And stupid me, I didn't bring my laptop. I figured it would be pointless since I don't have Microsoft Publisher on it, and that was pretty much the whole reason we went to the library. So, I didn't get anything accomplished.

Tomorrow's probably not going to work out right either. I get out of school at 9:50. I was planning on coming home and taking a nap just to get some rest, and then I was going to take a shower n' stuff. John doesn't get out of school until 12:15, but I figured he would come over tomorrow afternoon. Well, I have a dentist appointment at 10:30, so my plans for the whole 'take a nap & take a shower' thing aren't going to work. And I have English tomorrow night. I was planning on doing the reading tonight and tomorrow morning during Spanish (yes, during another class - we never do anything in there, so I can get away with it). But apparently, I'm just going to have to do it tomorrow afternoon because I'm going to have to spend tonight finding out how to get my brochure made.

Wednesday's a B-day. Back to the boredom prison. And I have to work Thursday, from 2 to 7. Then Friday's a B-day too. Then I'll have to work this weekend, I'm sure. Probably at night too, just to mess everything up.

It's like I can see my social life just slipping away. All my free time is disappearing. And it feels like I'm never going to get a break. Not to mention the fact that I'm losing time to spend with John. I miss him, already. And I'm constantly tired lately.

Gah, I'm just one big complaint today, huh?

I wish my parents would shut up. They're not mad or pissy or anything. They both actually seem to be in pretty good moods. But they keep talking to me and it's distracting me and getting on my nerves. I'm just trying to get done with everything so maybe, just maybe I can see John tomorrow.

Looks like I'll be up late tonight. Maybe I'll post again, if I have time. But right now I have to go make sure my download of Microsoft Publisher actually worked so I can finish that stupid project.

How come everybody else seems to be doing just fine?