Well, this will probably be a brief post, but I just wanted to say that I think everything's back to normal now. I guess it's because of the conversation I had with John last night. I told him how 'off' I've been feeling lately, and he was pretty understanding. And then we ended up having a conversation about having kids. All in all, the night ended pretty well for us. He was really sweet last night (even though he says he's not sweet), and I finally felt like we were ok. So whatever it was about that conversation made everything better. Even he said he felt like things are back to normal. So I think that funk I was in is over now. And I'm extremely glad it is.
Oh, and John and I are both getting more hours at work, so I think our financial situation is going to get a lot better. I start bookkeeper training right after the 4th of July, so I know I'll be getting a lot more hours then. I'm hoping that he and I can go a few places and do some fun stuff before the summer's over - before he gets his wisdom teeth taken out and before I go on my cruise. And at some point this summer, I want John to go to the lake with me and my parents. I would also like Kellie and Joe to come too; it's just that Kellie works so much more than I do, so it's hard to find time when we're both off work. I would like to have some kind of cookout or something with everybody. But who knows what'll happen at this point.
Anyway, I'm going to go, because I think my dad's going to get lunch pretty soon, and I told him I would go with him. I feel bad for not spending any time with him yesterday since he just got back from Chicago on Saturday, but I think it was worth getting back on track with John. And besides, John works 5 to 10 tonight, so I can spend time with my parents then. It'll all work out.
Yay for optimism, right?
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