Missing is a weird emotion.

It's been a few days since my last post. Let's see...

Well. First thing's first: I graduated high school Saturday night. It was definitely awesome. I felt so accomplished. It was just a really cool feeling. My whole family was there to see me walk across the stage - and even John's family was there. We all went out to dinner afterwards and that's where I opened all my gifts n' stuff. After dinner, John and I were going to go to Wal-Mart but we ended up goofing off in the restaurant parking lot with Kellie and her mom and her brother. Then we went back to my house. My dad seemed to be in a pretty good mood when we got home, so I wanted to talk to him about the stereo I want for my car. I showed it to John, and then he ended up getting into this long conversation with my dad about car audio. My boyfriend and my dad actually got along for over an hour. They even started watching Iron Maiden music videos! It was just the coolest feeling to see my dad getting along with John like that. And like John said, for once, it felt like my parents finally took us seriously.

But right now, I'm not a happy camper. John left for vacation in Daytona Beach, Florida on Sunday, and I'm missing him terribly. For one thing, I'm mad that my parents didn't let me go after all. But I'm just....ugh. I'm so bummed that I'm not there with him. I keep having these cravings to go to Daytona. I keep getting these feelings like I'm at the beach. It's not fun at all. (Not much fun for little Harpo). I can't wait to see him when he comes back. He's coming back Saturday, and he's when he gets here, he's coming to my house and we're going to Greenville-Pickens. Saturday just can't get here fast enough.

In the mean time, while John's been gone, I've been spending some time with my aunt Michelle, who's in town until Saturday from Phoenix. We went downtown Monday and went to the park and played Frisbee, then today we went shopping. It's been pretty fun.

I guess I'm going to cut this post rather short because honestly, all I can think about is how badly I miss John and how badly I wish I could be in Daytona right now and how badly I want him to be home. I just want to give him a huge hug. (I know I will as soon as he gets back haha).

Anyway. I'm gonna go enjoy talking to him on AIM til his laptop battery is dead. And apparently, we've only got 30 minutes left.

Goodnight y'all.