Best one of the best ones.

So, originally, I was going to post a nice little blog and talk about how I haven't posted in a while and how I'm excited fall's here and blah blah blah. But I don't feel like typing all that anymore, and quite frankly, I'm not sure what I was going to say after all. 

John came to see me at work today. He was there for a while. He stayed there while he waited on his mom to meet him at Brixx for dinner. Then he came back by afterwards to tell me how horribly the dinner went. I won't go into detail, but it's safe to say that his mom's just a bitch, and she doesn't care about her own son. She treats him like crap. And he deserves so much better than that. She doesn't support him, she doesn't listen to him - she's not a real mother to him. And I can't stand it. But I'm glad I can be there for him. 

We went to Waffle House after I got off work. We stayed there for a while, and he just talked about dinner with his mom. I hate seeing him so...depressed. He only gets that way when he's talking about his parents. I've seen it. It's like happiness just drains out of him. He's not himself, even when he's just talking about them. Anyway, I just wanted to reach out and comfort him. He's always so good to me, and I just wanted to return the favor. I can't stand seeing him unhappy. I hope I made him feel better. 

After we ate, we went outside and sat in John's car. He was trying to pick a song to listen to, and he ended up playing "Stolen" by Dashboard Confessional. It was the first time I'd ever heard the song. But when it was playing, he kissed me. And for some reason, that moment really affected me. All I heard of the song was the line, "You have stolen my heart" playing in the background. But something about the way he was holding me, and the way he was kissing me, and the music and the lyrics of the song playing - it was just the perfect moment. And for some reason, it really got to me. I actually felt a lump in my throat as I was getting out of the car. Not in a bad way, though. I'm really not even sure why. But somehow, tonight was one of the best nights I've had in a while. 

On a different note, I'm glad I don't have to be at work until 5 tomorrow. I definitely want to chill after school. And I'm hoping the weather stays nice. It's really starting to feel like fall, and it just makes everything better. 

Anyway, I'm going to bed now. I just wanted to share that thought about tonight. I know I must sound like a silly teenage girl, but it's just how I felt tonight. I think I just had one of those moments where I realized what's really important to me, and at the same time, I felt important to someone else. And for the record, I'm glad John's in my life. I don't know what I'd do without him. Somehow, in this crazy world - out of all the ways things could've worked out - we ended up together and I think it's just meant to be that way.