Learning is fun.

Man, I'm bummed. Kellie can't go to Spartanburg with me tomorrow. Katie changed her mind and decided not to cover the morning shift. I never liked Katie, to be honest. Oh well. I think Mom's going to go with me though. Maybe.

I wish I could hang out with John tomorrow. Apparently, we won't get to hang out anymore this weekend, since I probably won't see him on break tomorrow. Not if I go to Spartanburg. And he'll be with his aunt tomorrow night. And he has to work Sunday morning. I have to work Sunday afternoon. The only time we'll be able to see each other will be on our breaks. Bummer. This is going to be the shortest and longest weekend of my life, all rolled into one.

You know, I realized something today. In order to get what you want, you have to really put yourself out there. Not necessarily go the extra mile. I mean, you have to make yourself extremely vulnerable. Sure, it's scary. It's actually a really sucky feeling. But more often than not, the reward is more than worth it - whether it's getting paid for a job well done, or just simply hearing somebody say something good about what you've done for them. Now, that is a great feeling.

Anyway, John just got home from Naia's. And I take back what I said earlier. He wants me to go with him to see his aunt & uncle tomorrow. So I'm going to go talk to him for a little bit, then I am definitely going to bed.