Never leave.

Today felt like nothing but a waste of time. I didn't get anything accomplished, really. I'm still working for that PowerPoint for Teacher Cadets. It won't take long to finish, I'm just distracted. Plus, I just don't feel like doing it haha.

John came over today. Well, I picked him up from school and brought him to my house. It was nice. We had our usual macaroni lunch, and watched a little tv. Then, we were going to work on our homework, but we ended up in my room taking a nap. I think we slept for about an hour. It was really nice, but as soon as we woke up, we were sort of in a rush to get back to his house. I wish he didn't have to go.

It just feels like I didn't spent enough time with him today. Weird. I think I'm just feeling a little stressed from school and lack of sleep. Did I mention I hate B-days? I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I just hate it. But hopefully my mom will let me hang out with John tomorrow night. It's the least she can do. I just miss him so much on B-days. It's like the day never ends. Plus, he usually has to work, so we can't hang out. He doesn't have to work tomorrow though.

I'm glad we got to go to Waffle House tonight. The interview was fun. And then there was that whole sex conversation. Hmm.

You know, he and I have been dating for almost five months? Five months, man. I mean, we went to the fair like, the first weekend of September. It was around the 7th, I think. And we've been together ever since. It's a little hard to believe. But it's awesome, nonetheless. I like where we are in our relationship. It's very comfortable. And I'm glad we've talked about the sex thing. I mean, maybe we will go that far eventually. I think about it. But really, the idea just scares me.

I need to go finish that PowerPoint. I ought to just skip Teacher Cadets tomorrow. Mrs. Hiott isn't going to be there, which kinda' makes me glad. Kayla just said we won't have to present our Lifeline projects. Woo hoo. It's just going to be a long day. But it's Thursday, so that means it's one day closer to Friday. Oh, John has to close Friday. Crap. I guess I'll go to Joe's house and help him with his science project then, from about 4:00 til...6-ish. That way I can still meet John on break.

Speaking of John, his Internet crashed again tonight. That's like the third night this week. His dad better not be the reason behind it, either.

My mom just came in here and straightened her hair. That was pretty funny. And she said she might let me skip first period tomorrow. Gah, that would be amazing.

Oh, note to self - I'm getting my hair cut Friday at 10:30.

Anyway, I need to get ready for bed...in case my mom decides to be difficult and make me go to first period. I'm sure I'll post again tomorrow though.

I miss John already.

Goodnight.