When the world comes down.

I haven't been able to get warm all day. Everything has just been so cold. And lonely and empty. I'm not sure why. It almost feels like I've already been through a whole week of school, and it's only Tuesday. Tomorrow will be just another day, I supppose...school until 3:15, then I get to come home and sit around by myself until my parents get home. John doesn't have to work tomorrow, but I doubt we'll get to see each other.

Thursday will be busy though. I get out of school at 9:50, but at 11, I'm going over to Greenville Tech with my mom to talk to an advisor about the fall semester. I don't know how long it'll take. And I just found out that I have to pick up my cousin Joe from school Thursday, after I go to Greenville Tech. He gets out at 3:10, but I'll probably end up staying at his house for a while, until Grandma gets there. So let's hope that tomorrow, I don't get a butt-load of homework to turn in Friday. Regardless, it still sucks because John and I were going to hang out Thursday - well, try to anyway. But now we won't be able to...unless he wants to go with me to pick Joe up from school. And even if I end up not having to pick Joe up, I'm still going to be stuck with my mom since she's taking the rest of the day off. And she'll end up not letting me do anything with John since I have school Friday until 3:15. I just know it.

I hate that everything's so busy this week. And I hate that John and I might not be able to hang out until Friday. I'm starting to miss him. Ok, I know. I just saw him this afternoon. But with the way everything has been the past couple days, and since I had English tonight, it doesn't really feel like I saw him at all. Plus, my mom made me come home at 3:30, so I didn't really get to spend a lot of time with him anyway. And I know, I know. It's not the end of the world if we don't get to see each other for a couple days. It's just that I enjoy having him around. Things feel kinda' empty when he's not with me, especially when my parents get all fussy about stuff. But hopefully we can work something out. And if not, then we'll be sure to make Friday night a blast.

Anyway, I have to go finish my math homework.

Goodnight.